i am becoming one with the dirt in my garden. i am letting nature reclaim me. goodbye

i hate jamil viper

i hate (the fact that) jamil viper (means so much to me and i would do anything for him snake whisper or no. why did it have to be HIM)

lights myself on fire

why am i having this breakdown when i'm unlocked REN I CAN SEE YOU RTING THIS

existence is a nightmare and i don't want to think anymore <3 i wish my head was *actually* empty but alas jamil is always there. WHY. WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU

i would like to file a formal complaint with god for not giving me the brain capacity to think about anything other than stupid snake anime boy jafar kinnie who thinks attempting murder is a fun way to spend christmas

i hate jamil viper so much