so im gonna tweet about something that happened in august with me and ayv thats obvi still been on my mind despite them “apologizing” for it but it goes along with overstepping and other stuff. my friends and people who followed my old rant probably know about it but anyway
im nervous to tweet all this so please bear with me but i was in a gc with ayv and for whatever reason the gc got on the topic of b*ngch*n which. people can feel however but ayv kept making jokes about him that was slandering him. it just made me confused when they’re white?
like. idc how black folks feel about the man but like to me it’s weird to hate someone and make bandwagon hate jokes about someone who didn’t even offend you like you’re white what exactly are you upset and hurt about so that alone made me a but confused but anyway
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what really brushed me off the wrong way was ayv calling ch*n an incel and made a joke saying “i wouldn’t leave my drink around him” and like. to call him that is just cruel i wouldn’t be throwing around that term loosely just bc i don’t like an idol
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but to make that drink joke too. the way i took that was implying he would slip something in your drink and that’s just not okay to ever joke about and it was also severely triggering for me. like why would u say this to me about my fave
at the time it made me freak out bc i don’t want to think about my fave like that and the thought really made me uncomfortable like hjfshdjd god but just why would you say something like this to me about my fave. bc u dislike him. for whatever reason even tho he didnt offend u
like. why would you say that about anyone idc how much you hate an idol but this isn’t okay at all it’s not funny. anyway i ended up freaking out and went offline bc it made me uncomfy and i didnt say anything about it except to my gc and on my rant acc bc i was feeling gross
so my friend asked me if i needed them to say something to ayv for me and i said sure bc i didnt have the energy to confront ayv about it i just wanted to be left alone but then ayv ended up dming me about the situation
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this was the “apology” ayv said to me. at the time i accepted it and moved on bc idk i guess i felt bad? but i also just didn’t have the energy to further explain myself but idk this feels like a lie what else could that have meant.
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i don’t understand how that can be taken/mean anything other than he would drug you and assault you. people know what incels do and what “i wouldn’t leave my drink with him” means. nobody says this to mean “he’d drop it” but thats just my opinion
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they deactivated again or else i would have just @‘ed but like i said. i just don’t know when anybody has ever said “hes an incel i wouldn’t let him hold my drink” to mean “hes so silly he’d prob drop it” but maybe thats just my interpretation
that was that. i did forgive and move on bc like i said ig i felt bad for whatever reason and just didn’t know what else to do but i never understood how u could say that and mean “oh he’s silly he’d probably drop it” i’ve never seen anyone say that. just feels like backpedaling
one last thing i ask if you do talk about this on the tl please add triggers and PLEASE censor ch*ns name because i don’t want this in his searches or anything like that. thank you
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