Hi Halsey. I don& #39;t know what to do anymore. I thought I was turning into a happy gentleman with Joy in my heart and brain but I can& #39;t take it here anymore. I& #39;m scared, I& #39;m not alone but I feel alone

Hi Halsey 2. I& #39;m not lazy but my depression is stopping me from being productive. I feel like such a loser. I& #39;m ugly, fat, broke. I& #39;m a burden for everyone to be around. People say I& #39;m a joy and I& #39;m funny but I can& #39;t help but feel annoying

Hi Halsey 3. I know this thread is weird but I& #39;m scared if I don& #39;t let these emotions out I& #39;m going to die.

Hi Halsey 4. I want to be happy, I want my family to be happy but I don& #39;t know if they ever will be. I& #39;m the man of the house, the big bro, everyone relies on me. I can& #39;t take it anymore, my mind can& #39;t take it , my body can& #39;t take it