So smth happened during the fancall with matthew last night that I felt was important to share.

As a little backstory; About a year ago I was struggling a lot, and by chance matthew went live, and by chance he saw a comment and gave me some advice.

that night I made a little knit bracelet so i’d remember his advice whenever I started slipping.

Last night during the call, I told him about it, and god. He was so so happy that he could help, and he told me to never worry about him having my back because he always would

the staff tried to move me onto somin but he literally stopped her and held the camera and went “Hey wait wait, jaiden, jaiden, you good now? Like you’re doing fine now yeah?” “Yeah yeah i’m ok. i promise.” “ok good, i had to make sure”

not after he got my confirmation did he let the camera move on, but i cannot put into words how like. His entire body relaxed when i told him i’m ok.

This man just cares SO MUCH it hurts my heart. He is such a genuinely good person I don’t think people understand.

I just,,, love matthew a lot ok.