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tw// suicidal thoughts
imma just spam tweet in this thread so it doesn& #39;t annoy people as much
but man do i wanna die
imma just spam tweet in this thread so it doesn& #39;t annoy people as much
but man do i wanna die
literally just wish i didn& #39;t exist rn,, idk what triggered these thoughts again but shes loud as shit
my friends don& #39;t care about me, nobody does
if my friends cared they& #39;d reply to me, they& #39;d call me when i needed them, they& #39;d be there. but they never are
for the people who try to be there for me,, i push them away or keep them at a distance
if my friends cared they& #39;d reply to me, they& #39;d call me when i needed them, they& #39;d be there. but they never are
for the people who try to be there for me,, i push them away or keep them at a distance
so at the end of this its all my fault, because I stick to the people I know will hurt me then I avoid the people who want to help
its my fault
its my fault
I try to convince myself that things have gotten better but they haven& #39;t. and I don& #39;t think it ever will. I& #39;ve been dealing with these bullshit emotions since I entered highschool and in still the same after graduating highschool
I& #39;ve become so good at masking my emotions that nobody can see that I& #39;m struggling.
maybe that& #39;s why I have an ed. bc I want someone to see how bad I& #39;m getting.. but even with my ed nobody sees it all, not even my family who I& #39;ve been stuck with for MONTHS
maybe that& #39;s why I have an ed. bc I want someone to see how bad I& #39;m getting.. but even with my ed nobody sees it all, not even my family who I& #39;ve been stuck with for MONTHS
everything is my fault and idk if i want to get better. maybe its time to stop trying because im so fucking exhausted
at the end of the day, if I died. nobody would give a shit
why can& #39;t anyone see that I& #39;m hurting, why??
im making it so fucking obvious at this point.
im making it so fucking obvious at this point.
I make all these mental health posts on instagram to encourage others but I can& #39;t even help myself
literally what is the point of living if its just pain, every fucking day
I wanna cry but I can& #39;t. my chest feels so heavy
this is so sad I& #39;ve been like this for 6 years. how am I still alive
ayo kill me rn ty
ayo ayo fr someone kill me rn pls holy shit
i dont have any means to do it,, im literally so fucking useless
i dont have any means to do it,, im literally so fucking useless
why can& #39;t my brain shut the fuck up holy
If i didnt tell my fucking therapist that I tried to kill myself my mom wouldn& #39;t have gotten rid of my pills. i hate it here, now I just wallow in overwhelming emotionss
this thread is such a mess, I hope no one reads this LMAKAOAOA
