2020 really is destroying me.
Last night I woke up to my house in total flames from a power surge. I wasn’t able to get my cat out. I wasn’t able to get any of my stuff out. I wasn’t able to do anything but watch everything I own burn to the ground.

I tried to go In for my baby Inu. I couldn’t find him through the smoke. I had no choice but to watch my whole house cave in. And everything I own be destroyed.

I’m the last one to ask for anything but I do need help. All this and last month has been complete tragic but at this point I can’t keep going. From surgery to power outages to having to buy a new car now this. Someone please help me. Idk what is going on. https://www.gofundme.com/f/24pom5u6pc?sharetype=teams&member=5680638&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_na+share-sheet&rcid=0317cc8ca17145feb03339a2e9a2e629

And to anyone asking no. I was an idiot who didn’t know rental insurance was a thing. This was my first house and renting through the army I never got warned and told about why rental insurance was important. I thought being military wouldn’t be affected.

I just was being dumb and trying to save some money thinking why would I ever need rental insurance? I live on post. I’m safe. So stupid. Out of all of this I just wonder if my cat got out and he didn’t suffer.

Although everything is materialistic and can be replaced I still am so glad to still be alive. Even if I don’t have a thing to my name. I’m still here. I’m still breathing but I’m so hurt. I’m so so so hurt. I don’t understand the lesson god is trying to teach me and why?

Please let him be safe. I’ve been looking for him since but have yet to find him. My neighbors also have been scouting. He’s so precious. Please be okay. I really can’t take this.

Like how can one day be great and then the next just.....collapse like this