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1/ This account has been pretty bland recently. I take full responsiblity. All this shit going on in the world is getting to me to be completely honest. This past week things came to a head and an episode I& #39;ve looked forward to creating forever got thrown in the trash #Pavement
2/ It& #39;s not that I haven& #39;t ditched episodes before, it& #39;s just that I& #39;ve redone them immediately and you wouldn& #39;t know the difference. But this week I didn& #39;t drop an episode and now it& #39;s Monday and I& #39;m supposed to have a Bonus Feed episode ready to drop which I don& #39;t. #Pavement
3/ I& #39;m not sure what I need to get motivated right now. I& #39;ve not had a drink in a week, and this is a good thing. But more and more I& #39;ve likely been relying on getting drunk or high to motivate me to put on the headphones and record. #Pavement
4/ This of course culminated with the simultaneously scorned and appreciated "really high episode" and then last week& #39;s Bonus Feed episode both of which I am embarrassed to have released to you. I guess that is what has caused the lapse in production I& #39;m now facing. #Pavement
5/ I can& #39;t say for sure though. My intention is still to finish this thing up and hopefully, maybe someday meet or interview @dronecoma but if this is the end I hope you all enjoyed what I put together both conceptually and in execution. I& #39;ve met some really cool folks. #Pavement
6/ Including @spiralmusic, @BNastanovich and Steve West! Who could& #39;ve guessed that would have happened. At any rate, I do want to apologize for letting the show lose some of its original appeal by letting myself become a character rather than a neutral fan of the band. #Pavement
7/ To sum it up. This might be the end. I can& #39;t say for sure with any certainty. I don& #39;t want this to be an ego thing where I& #39;m asking you to want me back, but maybe a shot in the arm wouldn& #39;t be a bad thing right now. #Pavement
8/ Do I stay or go? I& #39;ve just had my best month for listeners ever, so it seems weird to pack it up now, I& #39;m just ragged and worn out with the real world. I want the show to be special and not just me going through the motions. Do you still get anything out of it? #Pavement
