can we pause time, for five seconds can we reminisce all the happy moments we all shared here in eggie stan twt? can we pause time, & think about how we were there for eachother when times go rough & we became eachother’s shoulders to lean on? can we pause time & go back even++

just one last time? nothing, i just miss us, those times during when we had the slightest idea of pt2, we even thought there wasn’t such thing, but now here we are. can we pause time? i just feel like i’m not ready to accept it yet, the final lineup, the outcome & etc.++

more goodbyes and sudden heartaches. more sleepless nights and pre-occupied thoughts, thinking how we just want for them to be all together, how are the trainees that had left are doing right now, when will we see them again, will we ever get to hear from them very soonest..

can we pause time? i’m happy they are so close to making it already in achieving their dreams to debut, but sometimes i just think about how the things that had happened of yesterdays’ means so much to me, and i know to you too, everything we’ve all been through..

if i’m given the chance to go through it again, this pre-debut era, i would. if that means i’d get to show my love and appreciation more to the trainees that aren’t here now, i’d cherish them more than i did.