why am I falling so behind on everything? I can& #39;t keep up, I keep missing notes and dates and alerts. I read 95 emails in one day and the next batch I don& #39;t bother to check until 3 days later, only to find that I& #39;ve missed my second chance to submit something correctly alkjflkfjw

I& #39;ve missed out on a workshop I should have shed juuled too but I& #39;m too scared to say anything about it because it ultimately is my fault for not preparing myself beforehand and I don& #39;t want to bother anyone about it please disregard this thread I& #39;m kinda just venting to the void