why am I falling so behind on everything? I can't keep up, I keep missing notes and dates and alerts. I read 95 emails in one day and the next batch I don't bother to check until 3 days later, only to find that I've missed my second chance to submit something correctly alkjflkfjw

I've missed out on a workshop I should have shed juuled too but I'm too scared to say anything about it because it ultimately is my fault for not preparing myself beforehand and I don't want to bother anyone about it please disregard this thread I'm kinda just venting to the void