꒰ ✩ * ೃ ꒱ Google how do I stop being so disgustingly boring people actually want to interact with me in literally any way shape or form

꒰ ✩ * ೃ ꒱ I'm officially giving up. I can't handle this.

꒰ ✩ * ೃ ꒱ I keep saying this to myself but I just can't anymore.

im just gross and boring and ugly and sad and fat and stupid and annoying and mean

there's literally nothing good to me. absolutely nothing. I just make people sad and angry and everyone gets secondhand

embarrassment from me. no one's actually engaged with me or attracted to me or my content or absolutely anything.

my art is mediocre. my writing is garbage. my singing is shit. my edits are basic. I don't know how to do anything of value.

im not cute or funny or sweet or

quirky or interesting. People don't like talking to me. People only do it out of pity. People o ly do it because no one else is around. I'm awful. I'm horrible. I don't deserve any thing good. i honestly don't even deserve to live at this point.

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate mysel

I have no one to talk to and cry to about any of this regardless of time of day so I'll explode on this thread

this entire situation really just proves I'm awful