i didn't realize how manipulative everything was until after she deactivated. when she was here i developed this fear that my tweets wouldn't get her approval and that she would indirect me, a minor, for tweeting literally anything. before i knew her age i would always hope that+

she would approve of everything i said because i thought of her as like a gatekeeper of important topics. now that i'm learning what she did to so many others it's making me so upset :( if anyone needs to talk my dms are open

looking back i realized how blindly i followed her and no matter what she said i agreed because she would always make it seem like she was right. and i regret it so much. finally, with this thread i am not hating, i am just realizing new things and idk how to handle all this info