Man my dream last night had the most random charachter. Like why were bp just suddenly showed up there? Also the dream have rose bringing her niece to my big family gathering? And all the members and the niece were speaking indo wk
And also not me having a break down bc i want to go to pee. In that dream, i was waiting in line to go to the unisex bathroom in my house and i was first in line and someone was behind me but i didn't bother to check
And when it's finally my time to go in, the person behind me went in to the bathroom also, like what? I just stared at the person annoyingly and i noticed it's a guy that i don't know but it's a bule, don't know where he is from.
But after that short staring contest he just turn his body towards the toilet and i really stormed out of the bathroom to just go to anywhere but the bathroom at the same time.
So, on my way to my destination that i still didn't know yet at that time. I just really struting with my the most smiley face bc i want to keep it together. Greets a few people along tge way
I know that maybe i just want to get out of the house to cool down, but i only make it to my patio. There, i really just fall to the ground face first but it didn't hurt just comfort and finally rolled so my back was the one at downside.
And i just really starting to have my most defeated face, while also looking at the most blue sky i have ever seen with some fluffy clouds up there. I didn't notice a few of my family gather around me at first bc i was immersed at the sky
I did notice them later but my memory of that dream also stopped at that part.
But i also just remebered that before the bathroom incident, there were a few "hhhh what is this? Can i just suddenly dissapear?" Moments
Maybe the reason i have bp members in my dream was bc all that tweets about media play stuff that i have been reading yeasterday. Like i know it's wrong in some ways, but that's the company's doing. Don't make that issue as your opportunity to say bad things to the members.
And really i was gonna replay to that tweet or make a new one toward the one who posted the ss but i decided not to.
And maybe that's my mind telling me to start replying to all that petty tweets, not just the one that directed to bp but other groups too.
Bc i used to set my mind to only do bts tweets here and other groups that i'm starting to like. I don't wnat to involved in all that ss tweet about some acc from other fandom whos only got like 20 likes saying some not nice things about bts blown up out of the portion.
Blown up out of the portion bc the ss tweet got so much more likes than the original tweet. Yea i know maybe sometimes we need to engage with the non-army to set the facts right in some more concerning matter. But that isn't always the case.
But now i feel like i just need to tell them my piece of mind about how wrong is that. We are here to enjoy not to destroy (unless is a record or chart then i'm all for it)
I know this thread's like "what are u trying to say bil?" Bc at first it looked like i was gonna tell abou bp members in my dream. Then i switch to tell about how i was having a break down in that dream. But in the end i'm back to talking about bp but rant about the rl ver of em
About what the members doing in my dream? I forgot what they were doing there except that rose bringing her niece to my house. That's it
And hey usually you escape the reality, taking a break from reality by going to the dream land wk but it's me keeping it togetther in reality but having a break-down in the dream land. Yep, go bil
And did i really believe that the dream was about so i can go off with my tweet to others? No wk i just take it as how i want it.