sabi nila anlaki daw ng pinayat ko. if this was a year ago maybe i could be happy about that. sa totoo lang sobrang dami ko nang nararamdaman na hindi tama sa katawan ko. and this tweet is actually the first time i& #39;m even mentioning this. ewan.

hindi na ko nahihirapan magtiis pero parang ang hirap lang mag open up kasi the moment i talk to someone about it, everything becomes real which is what i don& #39;t want. just this once feeling ko kailangan ko lang sabihin na di ako okay. this pain has become too real to ignore.

i& #39;m now face to face with more demons. but i& #39;ve gone through most of my battles alone and i& #39;ll try harder. i honestly don& #39;t know if i& #39;ll be ok again but that& #39;s the direction i& #39;m looking at. i& #39;ll make it through this, go back to this thread, and officially move on from all this.