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Suicide, self harm//
Ok uh
I know this is my art account and stuff but really I have no where else to post this and I just- really need to vent?? I feel like a trash fire.
I& #39;ve genuinely had thoughts of offing myself and hurting myself in the last month. It& #39;s been pretty-
Ok uh
I know this is my art account and stuff but really I have no where else to post this and I just- really need to vent?? I feel like a trash fire.
I& #39;ve genuinely had thoughts of offing myself and hurting myself in the last month. It& #39;s been pretty-
-fucking rough if I& #39;m being honest. Life is shit. The world is shit. I feel like im crying for help but no one is really hearing me.
And while I& #39;ve been thinking about how much I don& #39;t want to be alive- I don& #39;t think I would have to courage to end my own life.
And while I& #39;ve been thinking about how much I don& #39;t want to be alive- I don& #39;t think I would have to courage to end my own life.
I feel like the world doesn& #39;t need another bullshit excuse for a human being- who has so little motivation for anything that he gives up half way through the first try.
I& #39;m almost half way through high school and I barely know what I gonna do with my life.
I feel like a huge-
I& #39;m almost half way through high school and I barely know what I gonna do with my life.
I feel like a huge-
-fucking failure.
And I know I have friends.
I have the best boyfriend I could ever ask for but.. i guess nothing is enough for me
My brain keeps second guessing itself. I can barely tell if I& #39;m lying to myself or not sometimes.
I& #39;m second guessing this entire thread. I know-
And I know I have friends.
I have the best boyfriend I could ever ask for but.. i guess nothing is enough for me
My brain keeps second guessing itself. I can barely tell if I& #39;m lying to myself or not sometimes.
I& #39;m second guessing this entire thread. I know-
-that I have been thinking about how much better things might be if I was gone. But saying/writing it makes it feel like it& #39;s fake.
This whole vent is all over the place and I haven& #39;t said half the things I wanna say because I& #39;m genuinely afraid of the internet.
This whole vent is all over the place and I haven& #39;t said half the things I wanna say because I& #39;m genuinely afraid of the internet.
But there is so much more going on than what I say in this thread. So much.
I could write a damn series of heavy novels about all the things that make me feel like no one.
But I don& #39;t have to time, energy or motivation to even leave my bed. So good lick with that I guess
I could write a damn series of heavy novels about all the things that make me feel like no one.
But I don& #39;t have to time, energy or motivation to even leave my bed. So good lick with that I guess
