THIS THREAD IS AMAZING BUT I WANTED MORE SAD

So I wrote an insert that goes right here, so go read it, come back, then continue if you want it in chronological order~ https://twitter.com/thatbisexualg/status/1302353214864588805

Katsuki’s body shook as he sobbed. He could feel Deku holding him tightly, it was the only thing grounding him. His mind was overtaken with flashbacks from his relationship, all the smiles and laughs, he wondered if any of it was real.

If Eijiro really didn’t think Katsuki loved him...did he even love the blonde? He /cheated/ on him so obviously he didn’t /really/ love him but did he /ever/? How long had his affair with the damn tin can gone on?

If he felt like he needed someone else so bad, why didn’t he just end it? Why did he have to cheat? Why?! The blonde cried harder and he felt Deku’s grip tighten nervous further around him.
“W-why?!” He strained, voice cracking.

“He’s a bastard,” Deku growled.
Katsuki remembered the black whips cutting into them. He remembered the blood. He hoped it left permanent damage.
Then he hated himself for hoping that. He was supposed to be a hero he couldn’t wish for that to happen to someone.

He thought back to their first year at UA, when everyone was doubting him, thinking he was the traitor or a villain; he always thought Eijiro had disagreed, but did he really?

Someone from the class had gone to the press about Katsuki’s behavior during class and in the dorms—was it him?! He felt his heart shatter again and again.
How could he have been so stupid?! What made him think he had the /right/ to be vulnerable to anyone?!

He bit his lip until he tasted blood. He would never let that bastard hurt him again.

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