tw // illness
can you tell me something pretty? my dad is kinda sick and I cried a little

tw // ill
apparently he's immune system is extra low rn due to extreme stress and anxiety
we live in an atmosphere where literally all our family members oppress us or pressure is and all they talk about are illnesses and disgraces so congrats, you successfully fucked my dad up

just about when you think it can't get any more exhausting and triggering
now you'll understand better why I'm almost all day in twt it's way better than having to face the fact that us four are always harassed and that I was unable to take them away from here

this is why I'm always arguing with myself and calling myself useless, I literally cry every day when I'm in school cause I need the highest marks so that my scholarship is better and even if I get there it's not enough and imagine how it would be if I didn't get them

I have to get this again... I need to, and it's so difficult...