If Daisuke canonically couldn& #39;t do the things normal children did, and Sayuri still let him live his childhood as well as he could, she probably wished for him to find a friend, too. So that scene could be Daisuke rushing home to tell his mother about a new friend he& #39;s met+
That evening. But Daisuke can& #39;t be selfish (figuratively speaking) without facing the consequences. He gained a friend, but lost his mother. A never ending cicle of give-and-take Daisuke& #39;s been stuck in for probably his entire life.+
And that could be the reason why Daisuke went abroad and indulged himself: to test the boundaries of his selfishness. How costly would it be to drown his sorrows and whether or not he& #39;ll be able to hog into something without another one slipping out of his grasp+
Which now connects to Haru, a person so far from (indulgent) selfishness that Daisuke couldn& #39;t help but observe him. A clear contrast between the two that drew Daisuke in in a way that he wanted to test the limits of Haru& #39;s selflessness (see literally every episode of FKBU)+
And yet, Haru doesn& #39;t back down. He saves the culprits in episode 1, Mito admits that Haru& #39;s saved him in ep2, he tries to stop the terrorist in episode 3, he helps the little boy in episode 4 and most importantly, he helps Daisuke. The same man who& #39;s been pushing his boundaries+
and testing his perseverance. Haru gave him a place to stay the night, a warm meal, he even gave him (a man with unlimited balance) money to go back home without asking for anything in return. That& #39;s when Daisuke realizes that he& #39;s starting to be selfish for Haru, and that their+
relationship goes beyond co-workers : Haru thinks of him as a friend. But Daisuke knows better than to pursue the thought of them actually being friends, he& #39;s tested the waters before, he knows the rule of give-and-take. So Daisuke gives one last time, then throws it all away+