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Sorry for dumping this here instead of my priv but idk i& #39;m just really tired of shrugging it off
I wish the world was so forgiving, but in reality i& #39;m just being selfish and running away from stuff because i cant do them properly. i dont know what to do to fix this
Sorry for dumping this here instead of my priv but idk i& #39;m just really tired of shrugging it off
I wish the world was so forgiving, but in reality i& #39;m just being selfish and running away from stuff because i cant do them properly. i dont know what to do to fix this
I rly cant put my mind on something, and when i try to think why, its probably cause i have no clear goal i can follow and a reason to push me forward...
Even if i know some things are important and needs to be done, i can& #39;t bring myself to be dedicated and start working on them
Even if i know some things are important and needs to be done, i can& #39;t bring myself to be dedicated and start working on them
The reason why im able to work on some stuff are either bcause 1) i have reliable friends to do this together with, or 2) i genuinely wanna do it cause i love it
For works only I can do (aka. personal responsibilities), i cant. When i thought i& #39;ve finally gotten over this phase,
For works only I can do (aka. personal responsibilities), i cant. When i thought i& #39;ve finally gotten over this phase,
i end up returning to this point again. Becoming irresponsible and delaying my duties,,,
Using excuses like "mentally, i& #39;m not in the state to be able to do this" is really cowardly cause i& #39;m only too airheaded to start working on them
Using excuses like "mentally, i& #39;m not in the state to be able to do this" is really cowardly cause i& #39;m only too airheaded to start working on them
and i simply know that i wont be able to finish them as they expect me to do when my head is blank like this,,
I honestly believe that i& #39;m really no good when i don& #39;t have people i& #39;m comfortable with who i can trust in my works.... but that& #39;s just really weak cause im supposed
I honestly believe that i& #39;m really no good when i don& #39;t have people i& #39;m comfortable with who i can trust in my works.... but that& #39;s just really weak cause im supposed
