Lrt Super Fucking Important. PLEASE please please don& #39;t romanticize or fetishize intrusive thoughts. They are absolute nightmarish to go through, and last month was when my intrusive thoughts got so bad that I had cried every night

Thinking yu are a monster and a cold-hearted being with no remorse and morality and having these sick thoughts PILE on you every night and day is fucking scary,, I cannot stress enough please just get help asap if you begin having intrusive thoughts disrupt your daily life.

I know, hypocritical because I& #39;m not seeing a therapist rn but it is due to my living conditions (back w toxic mom who does NOT want me to seek therapy), but still. I don& #39;t want anyone going thorugh what I& #39;m going through right now

Just please, if ANYTHING affects your daily life or disrupts a balance, please for the love of god go get help that can specialize in OCD/intrusive thoughts. There is hope and you will get through it.