he had more strength to talk about it than me

in month after we broke up (he broke up with me) i knew for a fact there was no truth in anything he said to me, he was always pretending and manipulating. https://twitter.com/_Nectura/status/1301932294362587136

sure we can blame the nectura for falling for him, but he just believed in friendship and he was blinded by this guy. neevy was shittalking him to me and treating him as a "moneybag". i cannot blame nectura because i also was obsessed with him.

can you imagine, he was lowkey shittalking me when i was IN THEIR HOUSE. he was in love with another girl while he was still with me, kissed me and stuff??? then when he broke up with me he said "i still want to see you, we can be like brother and sister that have sex sometimes"

"what did you find in her"
"i dont know"

i had many "signals" that told me to run the fuck out of there, but it was my first true love and i guess my brain just refused to work. i blame myself for being blind and defending him when everyone was saying what person he really is. i just didnt believe them.

Besides all of that he was a cunt to literally everyone including their parents which i adored. i lost many friends because of him, but gladly got them back

i didnt say anything because i was afraid for my nudes being leaked.

and i still need a therapy after this fun experience.