thread of folklore lyrics that truly decimate me:
i was so ahead of the curve,
the curve became a sphere
fell behind all my classmates
and i ended up here
the curve became a sphere
fell behind all my classmates
and i ended up here
remember when i pulled up and said get in the car
and then canceled my plans just in case you& #39;d call
back when i was living for the hope of it all
for the hope of it all
meet me behind the mall
and then canceled my plans just in case you& #39;d call
back when i was living for the hope of it all
for the hope of it all
meet me behind the mall
all these people think love& #39;s for show
but i would die for you in secret
but i would die for you in secret
i& #39;m still on that tightrope
i& #39;m still trying everything to get you laughing at me
and i& #39;m still a believer but i don& #39;t know why
i& #39;ve never been a natural, all i do is try try try
i& #39;m still on that trapeze
i& #39;m still trying everything to keep you looking at me
i& #39;m still trying everything to get you laughing at me
and i& #39;m still a believer but i don& #39;t know why
i& #39;ve never been a natural, all i do is try try try
i& #39;m still on that trapeze
i& #39;m still trying everything to keep you looking at me
dont call me kid, dont call me baby
look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
you showed me colors you know i cant see with anyone else
look at this godforsaken mess that you made me
you showed me colors you know i cant see with anyone else
something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire
chains around demons, wool to brave the seasons
chains around demons, wool to brave the seasons
i want auroras and sad prose
i want to watch wisteria grow
right over my bare feet
& #39;cause i haven& #39;t moved in years
i want to watch wisteria grow
right over my bare feet
& #39;cause i haven& #39;t moved in years
cause when i& #39;d fight
you used to tell me i was brave
you used to tell me i was brave
and some things you just can& #39;t speak about
you knew it still hurts underneath my scars
from when they pulled my apart
from when they pulled my apart
they told me all of my cages were mental
so i got wasted like all my potential
so i got wasted like all my potential
you never gave a warning sign
(i gave so many signs)
(i gave so many signs)
are there still beautiful things?
it& #39;s obvious that wanting me dead
has really brought you two together
has really brought you two together
please, picture me in the weeds
before i learned civility
i used to scream ferociously
any time i wanted
before i learned civility
i used to scream ferociously
any time i wanted
i& #39;d give you my sunshine, give you my best
but the rain is always gonna come
if you& #39;re standing with me
but the rain is always gonna come
if you& #39;re standing with me
you know i didn& #39;t want to have to haunt you
but what a ghostly scene
you wear the same jewels that i gave you
as you bury me
but what a ghostly scene
you wear the same jewels that i gave you
as you bury me