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i know i haven& #39;t rlly been tweeting or talking as much the last couple days and it& #39;s obvious that i& #39;ve been unpacking a rough lil dip in my mental health but i think i& #39;m good. it& #39;s took a bit for me to internalize my own feelings and process them but i& #39;ve had (cont.)
a change in my attitude since this morning and i feel a lot better! spending a whole day mostly to yourself just doing whatever and not getting worried over every little thing helps. i think it& #39;s mostly because i figured it wasn& #39;t worth getting so upset about everything anymore
it& #39;s not the best to be apathetic and obviously i still care about my friends and responsibilities and still want to find value in providing for people but. i gotta provide some emotional stability for myself too. if i& #39;m able to recognize i& #39;m in a slump i shouldn& #39;t feed into it
anyway, cherish the people and things that are important to you but make sure there& #39;s a balance in that & that you& #39;re getting your basic needs met. if you aren& #39;t important to someone you& #39;ll know, and if they want to give u the time of day, they will! but don& #39;t expect the world
we& #39;re all individual people at different points in our lives just trying to do the things we need to so we can survive and achieve the things we strive for. not all of our values are the same and you& #39;ve got to step back and see that and witness people for themselves
i have to actively challenge the doubt i inherently have in myself and in others regularly and i think i& #39;m gonna be more forceful on myself for that. it& #39;s a big part of why i slip into low points so if i can believe in people (not blindly obviously) i think i& #39;ll be a lot happier
this thread is huge but i dunno! i needed to air it out! people have been worried about me and i feel bad for it but i guess the best i can do is make it up to them by being better! i need to stop being such a coward all the time!
i& #39;m gonna be strong as hell emotionally. fucking wow the pants off all the hotties with my emotional security and striving for growth as a person. gonna read theory and be big smart and do everything i want to do and everyone that thinks otherwise can suck my huge imaginary dick
if u read this all you& #39;re a fucking champ and thanks for caring about me
can u tell i watched maquia. i watched maquia and then my brain fucking threw up all the shit floating around in it
