TW // SUICIDE

Reasons you should not ever attempt, thread by a suicide survivor

This isn’t gonna be a boohoo everyone will miss you thread, I’m just gonna tell you what will fucking happen.
This thread is meant to be harsh and scary because I don’t want anyone to try this and you need to know how awful it is.

1.

You will give somebody PTSD from it.

If you fail you will most likely give yourself PTSD. Yo7 will nit be able to do certain things without fucking bawling. Seeing yourself where you were in the minutes when you were so close to ending it all. It takes years to go away. Its-

-been 3 years for me and if something grazes my neck I go into a panic attack.

If you do succeed you will give your family, loved ones, or people who saw PTSD.

If they see your dead body or you be killed, it’s going to ruin their fucking lives.
I have seen someone be hit by-

-a train. It’s fucking gruesome. There was blood covering the platform. The front of it was painted in a bright red. The image is still burned into my memory. This also effects my PTSD.

Imagine if your partner, your mother, your siblings had to see that. Imagine what they-

-would think. Imagine the fucking pain you are putting them through.

2.

It hurts like a bitch.

Sl!tting your wrists ? Your gonna feel all of that the entire time as you bleed out. You’ll feel your arms throb as you cry in pain.

Hanging ? You squirm around while your brain tries to make sense of what’s happening and tried to save you while you-

-choke out in absolute agony.

-overdosing ? Fucking chest pain, your body desperately vomiting to get it out, and seizures.

Whatever way you’re choosing will hurt. And most ways aren’t quick either, especially when your living your last minutes. They’ll feel like a century-

-of pain.

Ok I’ll add more to the thread in a bit I’m just extremely triggered lol gimme a couple minutes