i dnfed clockwork prince for this because i miss the grishaverse so much so yeah :D
i geniuenly don't know any of the ships in this series so is malina gonna happen?... it seems to be the childhood best friends to lovers trope lawl
i already like alina maybe i'll self project myself onto her giggle... idk about mal tho he seems cocky

i'll come back to this later i'm kind of busy today :( but i already like it hey...
the beautiful girl in blue is pissing me off lol shut up
WAIT MALINA I SEE THE POTENTIAL... also i love alina i am already self projecting myself onto her she is important to me
okay i don't know how to picture alina in my head... i think i'm going to reference her off of jessie because she's wasian and it'll be easier to self project :D
just got some darklina content idk how to feel...
i just keep thinking about jessie rn bc her playing alina is probably the best thing that's happened in a while
i just met genya
nvm i guess she's just doing her job IDK WHY I'M OVERANALYZING THIS
just hit the 100 page mark and so much is going on... alina is going to meet the king and the darkling is gonna walk with her
nvm i like genya she's very bold and spoken i respect that
the darkling saying "ur the first glimmer of hope i've had in a long time" to alina... okay that was cute ngl
"i missed the familiar smell of inks and papers. mostly, i missed mal." OKAY BACK TO THE MALINA AGENDA
"where are you mal? i whispered. but there was no one there to answer."
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“Because this was meant to be. The stag was meant for you, Alina. I can feel it.” He looked at me. His hair was still a mess, and in the bright morning sunlight, he looked more handsome and more human than I’d ever seen him. “I guess I’m asking you to trust me,” he said.
"He laughed again, and I felt a pleased flush creep up my cheeks. Then his expression became serious. “I’ve been waiting for you a long time, Alina,” he said. “You and I are going to change the world.”
so do i ship darklina or....
so do i ship darklina or....
listen i want to ship malina but not mal ignoring her and moving on..... like my baby alina deserves better
okay so i'm about halfway into the book and honestly i like it a lot there's not too much action like the story is still building but it's not horrible yk? i feel very content with it
i feel like the darkling is kind of manipulative especially bc he’s saying to alina like ur the answer and stuff like that... idk it feels very wrong and strange
kind of like giving her false hope or smth

another darklina kiss... it feels wrong alina i’m so sorry bb but u shouldn’t be pushing down the questionable things the darkling did for one kiss

OKAY WHAT mal came back and it was miscommunication but like what is up with him
he’s so different and is acting so cold to alina... good bye

okay everyone i’m finished reading for today :D i actually read about 230 pages today and i feel very proud of myself because i was in a semi-reading slump. i also ordered s&s and r&r they should be coming this saturday!! thank you to everyone who read through my updates ily :D
I KNEW THAT THE DARKLING WAS MANIPULATING ALINA!! im so sorry alina u dont deserve this but okay the climax is starting to happen...
i really don't like the darkling he was so manipulative like :|