// vent , kokichi oma

rant thread time -- here& #39;s me ranting abt why i dont like myself and how I cope with it.
// vent , kokichi oma

so, i don& #39;t. have it in my kinlist but yes,, i do kin kokichi. he& #39;s one of my kins. but theres a specific reason he isnt listed. because he isnt a comfort character. i only relate to kokichi through bad ways- the things i dislike about myself is--
// vent , kokichi oma

--represented through kokichi, as i see those things in him as well. that& #39;s why kokichi isn& #39;t a comfort character. i still love kokichi& #39;s character, but a lot of him reminds me of what I don& #39;t like about myself.--
// vent , kokichi oma

--Multiple people compare me to Kokichi or, just outright call me by the name Kokichi. This... makes me really uncomfortable. Being called "kokichi" or being called a "kokichi kinnie", to me, is basically saying "hey, you& #39;re being an asshole, stop that"--
--since the only way i relate to Kokichi is through negative aspects and personality traits. So being called Kokichi isn& #39;t a funny haha to me- it& #39;s an insult. I kin Kokichi mainly as a way to cope. I kin him to basically be aware of my problems and come to terms with them, and--
// vent , kokichi oma

--stop them. Think of it like this; it& #39;s good to acknowledge your problems, but it would hurt you if someone else just suddenly brought up the things that are bad about you. To me, that& #39;s exactly how it feels. I feel like people are just bringing up the--
// vent , kokichi oma

--bad parts about me for no reason whatsoever. As a joke. And it hurts. A lot.

TL;DR: I kin Kokichi as a way to accept my problems; But when people bring this up to me, it feels like an insult.
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