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- to ash with love:
hi ash :D by now you probably are sick of me lmfao im sorry. you already know so many pieces of me and i don’t wanna make this annoying for you so im gonna tell you my story and reasons why i would be a good choice for winner and hope for the best i guess! when
i was at my lowest point in life there were few things that could always bring me comfort and those are my boys, music and art. we’ve gone through so many traumas and breakdowns and rough patches together and they were always there being what could make me breathe again. they
mean the absolute world to me. they’re my best friends, my family, my home, my biggest love. i come from a poor family, in a bad neighborhood, in a joke of a country and as much as i love the life i have and all the good things it brought me
it doesn’t change that i cannot ever afford things like merch. even tho i dream about it because it would make me feel so much closer to the people i owe my life to. i imagine how amazing it feels to wear a piece of their merch or have their albums at home and it’s just! wow!
li terally leaves me speechless. i literally dream of having a record player and being able to listen to my fave albums, the voices that bring me home, on it. like. if i has to choose a gift to receive it would DEFINITELY be that! but it’s SO EXPENSIVE
for me i really can’t buy with the money we make at home and it may sound silly but i want it SO BAD it makes me cry. i feel like having the chance to experience that would make me feel like flying. i just really immensely want one. i love music. i love the power it has on the
world and on myself. and i really really really want a record player so so much. [im sorry that’s the way i can explain better]. if i won i would definitely cherish the things, take the greatest care, love them so much and be so grateful for this unique opportunity.
ive been struggling with severe anxiety and depression for ages and especially now during this pandemic time with all the bills and losses of family members, friends, etc i got a bit more sensitive so i think after this one i might take a break on
participating in giveaways because even tho they’re the only way id own those things i always let too much anxiety and expectations build inside and end up breaking down a bit when i see im not the lucky one [im not blaming you please you’re the sweetest girl ever it’s just my
body is at its limit atm so i get very overwhelmed by the process]. i admire you and what you do here so much, you bring genuine happiness and a chance to people. your heart is one of the kindest i have ever seen and that’s amazing. thank you for the chance and i really hope i
win lmao. i would do anything for this! i worked really hard and put a lot of hours and effort on these drawings exclusively for you to see and have some fun maybe, this thread and everything else and hoping to do my absolute best so it’s good and cute and it makes you smile!
and i pray it’s enough to make you consider me HAHAHA x! thank u for the chance <3
i made you a little harry, louis and zayn <3
and some designs of these songs i love so absurdly much!
and to end it all i made a little me :D with facts about myself that unfortunately are unreadable but i’ll translate it all on the next tweet HAHAHA im sorry the quality is so terrible :/// my camera is broken rn so it’s the best i can do :///
it says: hi ash! it’s camy! these are some little facts so you could get to know me and hopefully think im a good option for winner :D - i stan zourry but my account is mostly focused on louis because it’s the fandom that makes me feel the
most comfy! - i have 9 cats! - sweets > anything else! - yes HAHAHA im baldddd! - im black and bisexual! - my fav colors are yellow pink and mint green! - im a tea lover! - art and music make me the happiest! <3 that’s it! thank u sm! <3
im sorry for all the typos and terrible quality on the pics D: i put so much effort into this thread im genuinely so upset by it but i truly hope you don’t mind D: gnight love <3
