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cw// s3xual abu$e r*pe(mentioned in name a lot)
where do i even begin
where do i even begin
tw// r*pe mentioned
i’ve noticed today that whenever i see someone online who i find extremely attractive my initial thought isn’t “r*pe me” thinking back it’s been a while since i’ve had that particular reaction i’d say not since i had my old main prior to the mental breakdown
i’ve noticed today that whenever i see someone online who i find extremely attractive my initial thought isn’t “r*pe me” thinking back it’s been a while since i’ve had that particular reaction i’d say not since i had my old main prior to the mental breakdown
cw// sexual abuse/manipulation r*pe (1/15)
it took me maybe two or four weeks ago to realize that i wasn’t just manipulated into having sex from my groomer, but two separate occasions by two other people after that most likely thanks to watching i may destroy you thinks clicked
it took me maybe two or four weeks ago to realize that i wasn’t just manipulated into having sex from my groomer, but two separate occasions by two other people after that most likely thanks to watching i may destroy you thinks clicked
cw//r*pe (2/15)
i knew* that r*pe doesn’t have to be a physical act of violence and can show in more subtle but still damaging ways of mistrust and indecency, but when ur new to being sexually active like i was it’s hard to determine if something is right or wrong...
i knew* that r*pe doesn’t have to be a physical act of violence and can show in more subtle but still damaging ways of mistrust and indecency, but when ur new to being sexually active like i was it’s hard to determine if something is right or wrong...
cw//r*pe (3/15)
especially after my first sexual encounter was with someone who groomed me among other things so my perception of sex was already warped.
especially after my first sexual encounter was with someone who groomed me among other things so my perception of sex was already warped.
cw//r*pe (4/15
the second person to r*pe me happened in the movie theater. we went on a date and saw blackkklansman. he was white.
it happened when members of the kay(x3) were watching a brith of a nation and he decides to move his hand over to my leg and work his way to where...
the second person to r*pe me happened in the movie theater. we went on a date and saw blackkklansman. he was white.
it happened when members of the kay(x3) were watching a brith of a nation and he decides to move his hand over to my leg and work his way to where...
cw//r*pe (5/15
the end of my shirt meets the beginning of my jeans and put his hand on my penis and starts to give me a handjob. i felt so uncomfortable for a multitude of reasons;
interracial relationship
age difference
there were people on that same row that could’ve seen ...
the end of my shirt meets the beginning of my jeans and put his hand on my penis and starts to give me a handjob. i felt so uncomfortable for a multitude of reasons;
interracial relationship
age difference
there were people on that same row that could’ve seen ...
cw//r*pe (6/15)
and what i realized after the fact we were watching a movie about yt suprem and he, a yt man holding power over my body in tandem with what’s being shown on screen.
i did make him stop when he tried to pull my penis fully out of my pants but at the time...
and what i realized after the fact we were watching a movie about yt suprem and he, a yt man holding power over my body in tandem with what’s being shown on screen.
i did make him stop when he tried to pull my penis fully out of my pants but at the time...
cw//r*pe (7/15)
i thought that’s what you do on a date/ you can’t r*pe someone by being the “giver”(bjs/hj & bttm) but i now know that not to be true.
i thought that’s what you do on a date/ you can’t r*pe someone by being the “giver”(bjs/hj & bttm) but i now know that not to be true.
cw// emotional abuse r*pe (8/15)
the last person (i hope to god)
happened last year. he guilt tripped me into hanging out with him even though i told him i was busy with s*hool
the last person (i hope to god)
happened last year. he guilt tripped me into hanging out with him even though i told him i was busy with s*hool
cw// emotional abuse r*pe cont. (9/15)
fast forward to me at his place, i’ve told him about my past traumas of sexual experiences in the past at this point and he gave me sound advice...omfg i’m just remember he was like an organizer for LGBTQ issues and HIV or something wtf
fast forward to me at his place, i’ve told him about my past traumas of sexual experiences in the past at this point and he gave me sound advice...omfg i’m just remember he was like an organizer for LGBTQ issues and HIV or something wtf
cw// emotional abuse r*pe cont. (10/15)
so how he treated me even more so hypocritical oml
so we end up having sex and at the moment it was consensual...until it wasn’t. he began forcing/ commanding me to do sexual kinks for him including spitting in his mouth
so how he treated me even more so hypocritical oml
so we end up having sex and at the moment it was consensual...until it wasn’t. he began forcing/ commanding me to do sexual kinks for him including spitting in his mouth
cw// emotional abuse r*pe cont.(11/15)
i was in a vulnerable position of me being on top him more or less ridding him and he was so adamant/ caught up in the moment to tell me to spit in his mouth my body wasn’t ready to form saliva and aim in his openly ready mouth.
i was in a vulnerable position of me being on top him more or less ridding him and he was so adamant/ caught up in the moment to tell me to spit in his mouth my body wasn’t ready to form saliva and aim in his openly ready mouth.
tw// r*pe mentioned (12/15)
a lot of backstory but i feel it was important to to tie it to beingof this thread. i think sometime in april of this year i had thoughts of my groomer and just thinking of the word r*pe itself and how it sounds nice but the action it describes..
a lot of backstory but i feel it was important to to tie it to beingof this thread. i think sometime in april of this year i had thoughts of my groomer and just thinking of the word r*pe itself and how it sounds nice but the action it describes..
tw//r*pe mentioned (13/15)
is far from it. ( that’s how i felt/ feel about the word, if anyone doesn’t feel the same i understand completely)
from that moment i remember how whenever i saw porn or thirst traps all in my mind i would say is “r*pe me”
is far from it. ( that’s how i felt/ feel about the word, if anyone doesn’t feel the same i understand completely)
from that moment i remember how whenever i saw porn or thirst traps all in my mind i would say is “r*pe me”
tw// r*pe mentioned (14/15)
and immediately felt bad that was my first thought every time it felt like i was in a loop of taboo i felt so sick towards myself. ig some good thing i never had thoughts like that towards my mutuals idek how i’d feel if i did omfg
and immediately felt bad that was my first thought every time it felt like i was in a loop of taboo i felt so sick towards myself. ig some good thing i never had thoughts like that towards my mutuals idek how i’d feel if i did omfg
cw// s3xual abu$e r*pe end(15/15)
