Thank y& #39;all so much for all the love. I had started really hating my birthday, but I& #39;ll be damned if I do that for the rest of my life. I decided yesterday that even if not a single person said anything to me today, that I would have a good birthday.

Idk what it is about my bday, but I had people flake on me so much over the years when I tried to celebrate. So I gave up. And when I did decide to do something, I& #39;d do it last minute so it& #39;d hurt less when people didn& #39;t show. Eventually, I was just crying on my bdays.

But I came to a few realizations this year. First, I don& #39;t want to be filled with regret at the end of my life. Whatever I want, I have to do what I can to get it... And that includes happiness. So that& #39;s why I said I would have a good day regardless.

At midnight, I got my ass up and danced around as much as I could, just before I could feel the usual sadness creeping in. And today, I cleaned myself up, put on my smell goods and tweeted about what day it was. How are y& #39;all gon know if I don& #39;t say anything? LOL

As a result, I& #39;m having a fantastic day so far, and I know the rest of the day will be great too.

(I just wanted to say this in case anyone else feels weird on birthdays.)