I think I have a reputation for being very wholesome (and I think I probably am) but I& #39;ve realised a lot of why I& #39;ve presented myself that way is because an intense cocktail of dysmorphia and dysphoria meant I assumed everyone was always embarrassed for me over my looks for years
I leaned into wholesome stuff because it would have been too wild to say "I know I& #39;m not hot, please ignore how unattractive I am, I promise not to try to be sexy in any way." I& #39;m realise that was somewhat off base now, but I& #39;m still scared of being seen like 70% of the time.
Anyway, I tried to take some selfies with different gender presentations for #ThirstTrapRPG so I can show off about my terrifying self growth.