There are a nearly infinite amount of hyperspecific emotions that a human can gain access to but only once genuinely. These kinds of emotions are drawn out over long periods of time and are locked behind whatever actions were carried out during that time

For instance, there is an emotion I felt consistently over the course of about a month. Unrelated to the cause of that emotion but during the time period in which I felt it, I was also unusually exposed to the smell of vinegar due to it being easter and I was making the eggs

Currently, the only way I can access that emotion again is by smelling vinegar. I think that emotions like that are entirely unique to every person and are impossible to actually describe. I think this is the heart of what makes each humans life unique as well

I do not care in the slightest whether or not this makes any sense