Most of my questions he answered it so well till i said to him i owes cry suddenly w/o any reasons n he said his cousin oso the same n it& #39;s smtg normal among girls. This part im still ok but when he said & #39;kmk salu pdh an nya psl ktk sbb nya pun sama jwk& #39; - https://twitter.com/Q1_3Q/status/1300849650879074304">https://twitter.com/Q1_3Q/sta...

-i was shocked. Very shocked. Everything& #39;s turn blank n empty. My mind, my vision, everything. Then my head starts to spinning n he asked me isn& #39;t it OK for him to tell her abt me bcs i nvr told him to keep it a secret EVENTHO I CLEARLY REMEMBER THAT HE& #39;S THE ONLY PERSON WHO - -

-KNEW ABOUT ME N OFC I TOLD HIM TO KEEP IT ONLY BTWN US inc my fams. But the moment he told abt me to his cousin everything& #39;s means nothing. He broke my trust again. N that& #39;s when im battling w my suicidal thoughts but -

- he asked me to keep breathing when i cant. There& #39;s this tingling n echoes goes inside my head. He oso told me to lie down but i cant bcs i won& #39;t be able to breathe. Then he asked & #39;kmk plu plh apa& #39; so i told him to give some warm words n reassurance. However -

-his words were & #39;rami org syg ktk& #39; he then named them on by one inc himself n that& #39;s the peak of my suicidal thoughts bcs ik nobody really cares abt me unless im dead but there wouldn& #39;t be so much diff so i j laughed it off and-

-he holds my phone call. He knew i hate that sound. But when i saw the duration, mybe he intentionally do it bcs only left abt 1min b4 our otp session ended on its limits. After a few min, he asked me why i ended the otp so i j said & #39;it& #39;s limit ady& #39;