I enjoy playing video games

I have a hard time regulating my emotions when I play

I also have a hard time staying in a thinking or creative mode

The addict in me kicks in

I allow it to affect my life too deeply

Especially during periods when I have too much time

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My friends enjoy it

And don’t struggle with the same

They can drink and it doesn’t affect them the same either

I’m super happy for them

I wish I could understand their side better

I’m not worried about them understanding mine tho

It’s taken me a long time to realize it

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For others to be able to do this is awesome

Maybe I can create that

But for some things I have in my life it has to kicked to the curb kinda hard

Some say it’s a competition thing

For me it’s resistance

This thread isn’t about PlayStation, but it is too

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