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a little elsword vent ... on main https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> shakti (and innocent) are really cool but i *holding my head* wishing i could play them or look at them so bad but the negative associations still haunts me after 5 years

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weaker neg association w twilight class but i got over that recently https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz"> ... and forgot abt esencia line since i don& #39;t see her a lot but that one hurts a lot too . Cannot possibly pay me to play these charaxters..jk..?

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hurts a lot that i see these characters and due to One . maybe Two ppl i cannot look or think abt them too hard bc i get physically ill . imma be ok hopefully i can get over my neg associations. soon

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wait this thread is long but for reference . my discomfort classes in order

shakti , innocent , esencia , deadly chaser , tactical trooper , lord knight , rune slayer (im ok w 1st/3rd paths of those guys) i am mental

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don& #39;t know how to explain this but i am fine seeing art of them and general mentions IDK but don& #39;t make me think of them too long i will feel ill