todays been an exercise in keeping myself out of the news cycle as shown to me by twitter bc every time i have to hear how poorly trump is handling rona and *gestures at fucking everything* i come this much closer to just forcefully converting into a separate state of matter
i hate being held hostage by this fucking jackass with his brain oozing out of his ears and i have only been growing steadily more fucking insane
this country is imploding and nobody on either side can fix it because one wants to keep it on fire and be more racist and the other is "well we tried nothing and we don't know what else to do" while shoving another weird old idiot held together with paper mache down our throats
stopping myself short of airing wishes that would violate TOS but i am just fucking aghast at where we are and how many people are dead, homeless, broke and getting their shit kicked in by chuds who peaked in high school who get guns and badges because the US is hell
we live in the world's stupidest fucking experiment of terrible ideas and i understand there are vast complexities that make things not as simple as "just fix it" but there's no excuse for things to be this fucking bad outside of complete disregard for empathy and just...evil