AHAH SLOWLY WATCHING MYSELF START TO LOSE MOTIVATION IN SCHOOL N SLOWLY START FAILING AND BECOMING A DISAPPOINTMENT TO MY FAMILY AFTER BEING TOLD ALL MY LIFE I WOULD BE THE KID TO GET FAR AHAH AHAH AHAH

AHAH I CANT TELL MY PARENTS ABOUT THIS CAUSE THEY& #39;LL PROBS ONLY THREATEN TO BEAT TF OUTTA ME OR SMTHNG AHAH AHAH NOT EVERYONE GOT GOOD GRADES THEIR ENTIRE LIFE LIKE YOU TWO DID AHAH AHAH ITS STARTING WITH MATH I CAN& #39;T EVEN FOCUS ON THE VIDEOS WE NEED TO WATCH

I CANT EMAIL THEM BECAUSE IM PROBS ONLY JUS ACTING STUPID I NEED TO FINISH THIS CLASS,,,IT BRINGS DOWN MY MOOD WHEN I STARE AT THESE BAD GRADES I SWORE TO NEVER GET BUT HERE I AM https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😀" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😀" title="Grinsendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Grinsendes Gesicht">

MAYBE ITS MY ATTENTION SPAN?? IDUNNO BUT I REALLY THOUGHT I GOT THIS N I COULD GET A GOOD GRADE BUT THEN I GET THE GRADE AND ITS A 60....I DON& #39;T WANT TO FAIL IM IN LITERAL TEARS,,,,THE FIRST FEW WEEKS I WAS DOING SO WELL...WHY NOW..

AHAH AHHA WE GO BACK NEXT WEEK I THINK- HOPEFULLY I GET MY ACT TOGETHER,,,,I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF I NEED TO DO THIS WEEK ARGHHHHH