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*Warning*
I& #39;m tweeting while upset. Please don& #39;t take any of my tweets as a personal attack. I& #39;m upset at a bigger issue than any individual person. I will be deleting this thread after I calm down and take a break.
I& #39;m tweeting while upset. Please don& #39;t take any of my tweets as a personal attack. I& #39;m upset at a bigger issue than any individual person. I will be deleting this thread after I calm down and take a break.
I feel like every time I go on Twitter I have a different take then what& #39;s happening on the timeline and it makes me question why do I bother to use this account when all it does is frustrate me and all the issues get blown over as drama until the exact same issues happens again.
Even though I know better than to blame anyone for this it still frustrates me because in real life, having tolerance for other people& #39;s ideas is such a necessity because there is no such thing as a block button. You have to deal with a wide variety of people every single day.
You would never harass someone for having a different opinion than you in real life. Sometimes the very people you live with will have opinions that you hate. It never works to tell someone they& #39;re wrong and to f*ck off. Why? Because most people aren& #39;t bad people.
The environment they lived in is different. The culture that they grew up is different. Even just people& #39;s experiences in life are different. No one likes to be the bad person. By telling someone that they& #39;re wrong and then harassing them, to them, you are the bad guy, not them.
I& #39;m so upset. Like, why do I even bother putting together and explaining my thoughts on something when people just go *blocked/muted* or after an hour later and the problem dies and they just finish harassing someone, just go ugh, drama.
I can& #39;t help but think is this worth it? Is it worth spending so much time on here to talk about things that I think is important to the community for it to amount to nothing? Is it worth spending so much time organizing my thoughts so that I don& #39;t immediately just get cancelled?
Is it worth trying so hard to take in everyone& #39;s perspectives when it& #39;s just easier to say I hate this person and leave it at that?
I know that it& #39;s no one& #39;s fault.That anonymity makes people more aggressive. That the internet isn& #39;t suited towards building relationships.
I know that it& #39;s no one& #39;s fault.That anonymity makes people more aggressive. That the internet isn& #39;t suited towards building relationships.
That teenager brains are fundamentally different from adults. That it& #39;s hard to accept fault in someone that you care deeply about. I know all that. That I& #39;ve learned about it and have researched but man, I& #39;m still upset and I know it& #39;s okay to be upset about things I care about.
I don& #39;t know. It& #39;s just like. Is it just better for me to pretend I don& #39;t see anything on the timeline when something controversial happens?
To just wait until it& #39;s calm again and not voice any opinions?
To just stick to complimenting people because I want to and it& #39;s easier?
To just wait until it& #39;s calm again and not voice any opinions?
To just stick to complimenting people because I want to and it& #39;s easier?
I& #39;m just. Sad. And upset about something that I know I can& #39;t just fix with a snap of my fingers. I& #39;m gonna watch a movie. And then delete this thread tomorrow. And then probably barely use this account. Because I don& #39;t think I& #39;m suited for this type of environment. Oh lmao.
I& #39;m barely 19 and yet I feel so old and so disconnected. I can& #39;t help but appreciate that I& #39;m a tiny account. Because no one will see this tweet and just go oh look, I& #39;m going to make this a copypasta because I think it& #39;s funny. Haha, you& #39;re dumb for putting your feelings online.
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