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I miss ***
I know cutting him out was the best decision because he didn’t seem to prioritize our friendship at all but I still miss him
things hadn’t been right for a good six months before I had enough and I just don’t know where I went wrong we got along so well for the first year and a half
I should’ve gotten the hint way sooner when he’d make his dn ”(name) day!!” on his friends’ and kpop boys’ birthdays but didn’t for mine that year
I should’ve voiced my hurt over that but instead I passive aggressively didn’t do that for his birthday nearly four months later and ended up apologizing because I felt bad
maybe I shouldn’t be tweeting all this but he’s made zero effort to contact me since (I purposely didn’t block his phone number because a part of me still had hope) and I have all but maybe one of his twitters blocked here
there’s just a lot of things that might have been red flags of the friendship coming to an end that I chose to ignore but I also might have just been too sensitive and I don’t know anymore
I don’t remember *** as the type to actually be able to confront me and say “hey I don’t want to be friends anymore please don’t message me” but he knew I had a history that caused me to have anxiety attacks if someone close to me had blocked me in any form without warning
yet he did that. TWICE. with a total of three accounts and claimed it was paranoia
yes he was going through some stuff but when I confronted him the first time in a confused way saying “hey wasn’t I following that account did you softblock me” to a tweet telling his mutual to follow his priv instead of replying anywhere he just. deleted the tweet
will probably delete this thread in the morning I just need to get all this off my chest so I can sleep some before class
I just miss him
