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So a few weeks ago,I went through a hard time and I felt why bother telling anyone, who& #39;d even listen?. After all I was just the ever smiling Girl without a worry in the world. I felt I was strong and I would be fine,all I had to do was smile through everything
I& #39;ve gone through some phases before but the thought of suicide has never occurred to me. Little by little I stopped smiling,I became bitter,I complained over little things,I fought with my siblings everytime!. In the process of all these,I lost my best friend
I said things I knew would hurt her. I told her never to contact me again and I blocked her number. My Mother asked me several times if I was okay and I said I was fine. Deep within,I still had faith that everything will be fine. I didn& #39;t really understand what was wrong
I didn& #39;t know why I couldn& #39;t be happy like every other person. I just wanted to be happy. I was angry at the world!. I felt life was unfair. So that day I didn& #39;t think about anything,I just thought that I couldn& #39;t live like this anymore. It didn& #39;t even take me 30 minutes
To have that thought. I decided to overdose on some drugs. I waited for it to take effect for 15 minutes but nothing happened and I went and drank Dettol. The taste was horrible,my throat burned. The only thing that came to my mind then was that I didn& #39;t want to die
I saw all the happy moments I& #39;ve had with my family and I realized I& #39;ve been foolish, Nothing beats family love. I saw every happy moments in my life pass and I realized that I just wanted to throw my life away!. The life many people wanted. I didn& #39;t care about anything then,
I just wanted to live and I ran to my Mother,I told her everything. I cried and promised to be better. Long story cut short,I was treated and I& #39;ve decided that I& #39;m going to live and be happy! I won& #39;t lose! I& #39;ll win!!!!. I& #39;ll be happy!
