thinking about that time when nicole kidman said in an interview that winning her Oscar was an intensely lonely moment in her life because she had no one to share it with. that she only walked into her hotel room and ordered a room service and "that's it"

guess even something as big as an Oscar couldnt fill the void when you're lonely. and nicole said (after winning 2 Emmys for BLL) that it was so wholesome because she gotta come home and scream "Baby! We did it!"

this is honestly why I love when my bwood faves +

talk about their family and kids and husband. like their whole face lit up and there's a genuine happiness there. And I also kinda understand how these actresses decide to "settle down" after getting married and have kids, like they find a real source of +

love and happiness. I just wish that they dont stop working altogether tho.... I wish their kids somehow motivate them in creating more arts and crafts.

and yes, true happiness and love dont always come in a form of marriage and kids but I'm using it as an +

example because that's where people mostly find theirs in.

anyway what is this unnecessary long rant, bye