i& #39;m just gonna be real for a sec, trying to conceive is taking a huge toll on us and we could definitely use a few prayers on that front https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">

i will probably delete this thread but i need an outlet. i& #39;m throwing myself so hard into everything i do trying to distract myself but all i can think of is the fact i could have a baby in my arms if if had worked any of the first 5 tries

i am preparing for possibly some of the worst news of my life in less than a month and i& #39;m terrified. i have schrödingers womb. i am so scared for that appointment but at the same time resenting the wait at all

my heart aches so badly. i want to trust in the Lord& #39;s timing but am severely struggling to cope with it

the "future mother of 10" thing in my bio is only half jokes. i prayed about it, and decided i want to have as many children as i can physically... never thought that number might be zero.