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Today has been a day I am again grateful for eno.
Ppl who hardly knw me reaching out to help. Then I am reminded by ppl who I& #39;ve helped b4 and not noticing I was doing so.
Ppl who hardly knw me reaching out to help. Then I am reminded by ppl who I& #39;ve helped b4 and not noticing I was doing so.
I was skeptic about asking for help. @CorpEccentric kinda push me to ask for it, even tho person reached out.
Here& #39;s why I was not looking to ask. (Next tweet)
Here& #39;s why I was not looking to ask. (Next tweet)
In 2009 when the first fire happened. My room burned out. I lost all I had but a work pants and shirt (I was at work when it happened). Coworker did some fund raiser for me and gather some monies. I wasn& #39;t aware. Up to now I don& #39;t get the monies raised for me.
I was a bit sad about it but never made it an issue cause ppl aren& #39;t obligated to do anything. One bredrin even printed a donation form and gather monies for himself. He said, "yo mi a try hussle a ting affi ur fire ting zeen". I said, "ahh do ur ting". From there I pree ppl.
Another bredrin reached out to me and said he has some work fits he recently bought and would give to me. I was hesitant to accept at first. But I only had bout 3 or so office work clothes...so I linked him...
He never accepted my calls and he left my messages on read. We work in the same office. When he sees me he says nuhn so I say nuhn. Two twos, someone linked me one a way to say that bredrin had been telling ppl seh mi call him everyday fi beg him clothes fi wear to work.
From there on I keep myself to me. I mostly give off an unapproachable* look. I keep a neutral energy around ppl.
Ppl will always be funny and weird. You just have to read energies. When I help ppl I never think of how it will benefit me or my ego, I just help and move on. I don& #39;t even want to hear thanks.
A few ppl always try to shower me with praises after I help them. I always tell them to stop. I always say to them, "whatever you learn, ensure u teach/help someone else". Thats the only thanks I want; I help u, u help someone else.
The 2009 fire, my daughter was to sleep in my room wen I go to work and my grandmother watches her. That day I neva took to my house. This recent fire, her mother wantd her to stay with me, for dat week, and I said no cause I will be busy. That& #39;s mostly wat I been thinking about
In the midst of my friends helping to clean up the debris by the house, on Saturday, the landlady was upset that they were "messing up the place". Out of respect for me they never answered her. They were wondering why I was cleaning it up. All I said was, "ppl funny".
