I became depressed today, realizing how morbidly alone I’ve been for most of this year. The rest of my family has been in Maine since may. I’ve been by myself pretty much all summer, my bro and his gf are busy and gone most of the time and i hardly interact with them.

My bf and I work a lot so we don’t see eachother much. I wake up alone, run errands alone, I come home to an empty dark house often, I make & eat diner alone, it’s been very depressing. I’m absolutely killing to see my friends but that’s not really an option with covid.

I’ve found it very hard to focus on things lately, time moves different when you’re by yourself for long periods of time, I’ve had horrible seasonal depression this summer. I’m just very alone... sorry I don’t vent much but I figured maybe others are feeling the same.