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Just some weird late night insecurities I guess???
I feel really weird sharing some stuff online from my personal feelings, to my likes and dislikes tbh that I ended up deleting some tweets ooft
Not posting so long would also make people forget about me and that kinda sucks especially since I make and post art.
My lack of social communication also strains me to make friends online and it worries me a lot. I cant bond within a community like fandoms that I really like due to my extreme introvertedness
I guess it also applies in real life. That comparitively to someone in the same social and age group, I tend to be forgotten or set aside. Due to my weird shyness I seem to struggle to invest and commit both emotionally and physically to others.
Can I also add that I am semi jealous of some anime and their strong theme of friendship and bond? Cause I really cant get that in real life lmao which is just sad. All I can do is just admire it as a viewer forever.
Man I am gonna regret posting this thread when I wake up lmao but oh well 
