Thread by @MaiAlaaEldeen, Warning this a depressing and whining zeft thread on my head عايزة [...]

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Warning this a depressing and whining zeft thread on my head

عايزة أموت بس خايفة من الحساب كتير هيوحشوني

يا تري لما أموت ربنا هيغفر لي و لا هيعذبني الأول و لا هأروح النار علي طول

Really don& #39;t know if am whining because am depressed or because am bored or just being a gemini

Tired of acting strong
Tired of people pushing and pushing
Tired of life

نفسي بابا يخف و أرجع لمشاكل العالم الفاضي و لا يمكن أنا كئيبة من الأول و ملهاش علاقة بالعالم

Why am I typing in English and Arabic
Just being so random it hurts a lot!

My friends have their own problems and I should support them and I am trying and trying and trying and I am just too tired that I wanna die

ربنا يفرجها علي الكل و يصبرنا و يقوينا
ربنا يفرحنا بأي حاجة حلوة أي حاجة ان شاء الله وردة تطلع في الجنينة و لا حد يدعي دعوة حلوة و يا سلام لو بابا خف ياااااااه

I know myself or maybe not well enough
I hate being so random in my life and too zeft organized and stressed at everything else!

Does anything from this thread make sense
Not for me at least maybe I will delete it later who knows

I hate bad news and can& #39;t handle them to the level they stopped telling me any

I cry myself out if I watched a drama or horror movie so I stopped watching any years ago.

I guess my first panic attack was in college but I didn& #39;t know it was one at the time, or maybe it wasn& #39;t

I have been keeping myself busy for years just so I won& #39;t waste any time nor have any time for dark thoughts but maybe it& #39;s time to stop and take a break or just stop
Have been feeling like I am in a non stop marathon for years

Let& #39;s stop this thread for now because I know might regret it later.

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