I& #39;ve never found a right way to say this, maybe someone will feel me on here:

But I& #39;ve never liked when people ask you questions like "hey are you still pioneering?" you tell them no, & 1st thing to come out of their mouth is "it& #39;s okay, you& #39;ll get back one day; don& #39;t worry!"

I& #39;m level-headed and reasonable enough to know what people mean well & what they& #39;re trying to say. I& #39;m not really the type of person to let comments deter or stumble me. Everybody has their own spiritual journey. IDC what anybody thinks about the way I pave out mine.

The sentiment though isn& #39;t uplifting. I& #39;m not worried about anything. I& #39;ve lived the "best life ever"--I did for 6 SOLID years & I stopped because it& #39;s not where my head is. Would I ever again? ABSOLUTELY. But right now?

I& #39;m just doing the best I can & I& #39;m at peace with that https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">.

spitting like you got a lisp https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙏🏾" title="Folded hands (durchschnittlich dunkler Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Folded hands (durchschnittlich dunkler Hautton)">