in reflection namjoon says "i want to be free from freedom" the whole song is about him feeling trapped in his own woes of self worth, he critics himself harshly and compares the 'free' world to his own, but what is freedom? +

he understands that true freedom is actually when he will stop looking for freedom, when he will look within himself and have the answers only then will he truely be free, he wants to escape this search for 'freedom' from his self doubts and find purpose. +

he feels that he needs to love himself, "i am all of my joys and anxiety" means he's taking steps towards accepting the real him, because acceptance itself is a form of love. #MindOfRM @BTS_twt