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2020 sucks, my mental health has been less than ideal. The things I've been trying to accomplish have been 50/50. I'm trying to find things to look forward to, but I'm struggling. It seems the things I'm good at, aren't productive & the things I have to do take forever. 
Add in a pandemic, my plans for "getting a life" are on hold. I was anxious before covid19, but the prospect of having "nothing to do" was comforting. Life hasn't gone anywhere though & I'm still expected to actively participate, no matter the difficulties. This is great! 
On top of all that, add the constant racial injustice that I cannot ignore, the political shitshow that is depressing beyond belief & I begin to wonder. Does being a good person matter anymore? Being a good person doesn't pay the bills, doesn't change the system, doesn't do much.
I know I'm not the only one who feels this way, but that doesn't make me feel any better. I'm disgusted & outraged but I can't turn a blind eye to the suffering. Self care is paramount, but it's also work @ times. Everything's work, but it's supposed to be worth it. Is it though?
To end this thread I'd like to say that 1. I am not sorry for speaking my truth.
2. This country is sick, has been since it's inception.
3. I am devastated by the overwhelming hate.
4. I wish we had these conversations all the time, instead of only when we can't look away.
2. This country is sick, has been since it's inception.
3. I am devastated by the overwhelming hate.
4. I wish we had these conversations all the time, instead of only when we can't look away.
