So, I had to write this out for reasons and....yeah.....wanted to share with ya& #39;ll all the things filling up my plate:

- Currently I& #39;m producing/running 5 shows on my Twitch channel, one of which runs at 4am in the morning (so I wake up at 3:30 for that every weekday........1/5

- I am also part of a livestream show on another channel every Saturday evening, with another 2 in the pipeline that I will be a part of and am planning for

- I will be a part of 2 panels soon that I need to plan and practice for..............2/5

- I& #39;m writing a new TTRPG book based on Hindu mythology from scratch, so that has been a big undertaking

- Building up a community Discord server and a Patreon to help have a space for those who are following my work to interact with and help build some income..........3/5

- Still operate my photog/editing business...........4/5

All the while dealing with unemployment since May and trying to find a job so I can have some steady paycheck to provide for my family, while dealing with the stress of Covid on top of all that.

So....yeah.....it& #39;s been a lot....5/5

Btw, I& #39;m sharing this mainly to showcase how proud I am of what I& #39;ve started.

I& #39;m carving out my own space, I& #39;m building a community around it, & I& #39;m excited to see the where this all goes.

I& #39;m just scare that it will be cut short cause of money or my own capabilities...