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I’ve held this in for 5-6 years and this took a lot for me to come out about but I was raped and abused for 2 years by this man.
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He started pressuring me into having sex with him at age 16 and since I kept declining his invitation he tried to anally rape me instead in a car at Patapsco state park .
At that age and time in my life What has happened didn’t even register, therefore I suppressed It along with other traumatic events that happened to me in highschool particularly with abusive and manipulative young men.
When i turned 17 he coerced me into letting him take my virginity and shortly after that things took a turn for the worst. He was drunk often, therefore that resulted in a lot of physical violence and rape.
He would Show up to my house unexpected and physically fight me to have sex. Anytime I wanted to talk about his behavior I was ostracized by him physically and verbally. Then, he would manipulate me into having sex with him.
This felt like a never ending cycle And was extremely draining, because he would lie and say he would listen to my feelings then gaslight me and force me to have sex with him right after.
All we had was Unprotected sex and he failed to tell me that he was having sex with other people (HIS BM and many others I know of)
He even Made fun of my hygiene, which he played a large part in because he was having unprotected sex with other women.
He even Made fun of my hygiene, which he played a large part in because he was having unprotected sex with other women.
My body grew so accustomed to fear that it got to the point where sex began to feel painful. He would even make up stories about me, say hurtful things, and make me feel like I was undesirable to get in my head and control me.
This caused me to have mental and emotional break downs.
