STORY TIME
So when I was in 7th grade, my class was really fascinated by the word "swag", and there was this time where we had to decorate the walls of our class and since we were obsessed with the word we had to fit in the word swag somewhere

So we came up with a full form to it which went like, "students with attitude and gratitude",, so days went by and obviously we were cool kids but then this one time I saw this post on Facebook which said :

"If you think swag is a cool word you should also know that it& #39;s full form is "Secretly we are gay"& #39; which was a secretly formed society of Gay people"

I still don& #39;t know how true that is but somehow I was so grossed out by it that it made it harder for me to realise that I& #39;m a part of the community which is so wonderful once you completely accept yourself

Because quite frankly this year, when I started feeling that I might be homosexual because of my constant attraction towards females I was so much in denial, I just didn& #39;t wanna accept it, but like now when I think about it I was so stupid I just love the feeling omg

and also I& #39;m so glad that I joined twt I finally have a friend circle with homosexual people and pls how cute are theyhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
It was even harder for me because my mom is so homophobic, she says that these people are just horny and obviously a child looks up to her mom

And so I was in denial but at some point I was pretty sure about and I accepted it and I was so so relieved,, the first person I told about this to, I had a crush on her, I was so anxious, but I& #39;m glad that she was an amazing friend to me and the way she took it, I was so in love

With her all over again, I told about it to her after being friends for more than a year, more like best friends and I simply love her the most
This is what her response was (in Feb) :

Okay I just wanted to write it all out, if you read it all, I love you
Thanks for coming to my ted talkhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">

Also, the year I decided to come out is the year I can& #39;t go out, nicehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💘" title="Herz mit Pfeil" aria-label="Emoji: Herz mit Pfeil">